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I just could not stop my self from loving you, you know? Yes, after all It's still same even, it's hurt me. Baby, You can say anything. For I know, that everything, and anything that came out of you, means love. Yes, after all If I'm wrong and I am just dreaming then I am okay. I am still that naive and stupid girl, staying true to the code. --- Dear God, if you are hearing this, please, please, please, don't you ever let me  fall in love again if I failed with this relationship. There's nothing about love that would make me want to fall into that trap again, bukan penat cuma ia sakit perit seakan membuatkan aku hilang pedoman dan arah tuju masa depan.

a Partime Degree Student (e-PJJ) with her best two

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Assalamualaikum yee-all's! Hooray !  Finally ,  final   exam   is   finished . It's  been   hard   days   that  I  has   dealt   with   exams . I'm  not   for   sure   that  I  did   well ,  but  I  did   my   best   as   far   as  I  can . Well, I’m finally done with exams. The joy that is pulsating through my veins right now is indescribable. The past two weeks have been exceptionally rough. Well, orang sibuk dalam mood raya, tapi bukan untuk UITM students, even fulltime and partime tidak terkecuali. Fhewwwh! I took a Information and Technology In Business final on Tuesday noon, a Islamic and Asian Civilization final on Monday, Economics last Monday and Principle and Practice of Management last Friday. But, it’s all over now. Like I said, I’m not quite sure how I did on my exams, but for now none of that all matters. ...

tenanglah kalian di sana

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Assalamualaikum everyone. Wow, more than half-year has really gone by without me posting anything here, huh? Well, have all the valid reasons if you ask me. Some of you might be direct from my instagram story post to this blog am I right? Hi for those new in here. Hallu.. Happy fasting by the way, alhamdulillah tahun ni I still get a chance untuk merasa Ramadhan yang ke 17 tahun. Wait, doesnt mean I baru seventeen years old. It's my 17years puasa. Since I started since 7 years old kid. Even that time ada yang separuh hari atau terponteng tanpa sengaja. cis! habis pecah rahsia. The reasons why I am blogging again is because one of my favourite Blogger, Shea just passed away 2 days ago. It's not sebab dia passed away then I  am here to write this post. It's because seni penulisan tu tiba-tiba datang dengan semangat arwah kak shea. I don't know. But I got this spirit. Maybe sebab dia BLOGGER TEGAR while I am BLOGGER also tapi, picisan je ni. Been knowing ...

Rasa itu masih belum satu kepastian.

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I always think of the character as being me.  Me wearing a 'coat. Which may be a different way of speaking, moving or regarding other people. To me, acting is pretending Just lie a kids playing Only you pretend as if it were really, really real. Dari seorang asing kepada teman. Dari seorang teman kini seseorang di hati. Mungkin hanya pada hati aku. Hatinya ntah aku pun tak tahu. Walaupun dibilang beribu kali, aku juga berada di hatinya. Berbunganya hati. Tapi lantaklah, jika cuma aku yang merasakan ini. Terlalu rumit untuk di tulis. Rumit juga untuk di ceritakan a pa, kenapa, mengapa dan bagaimana. Figura dan suaranya sentiasa ada di kepala, caranya, baunya -- khayalan minda. Manis senyumannya melunturnya hati. Cukuplah dengan dapat melihatnya dengan dua pasang mata. Terima kasih Tuhan. Kalau di ceritakan pada  23748493  juta manusia sekalipun, Mesti orang anggap gila. Mungkin hanya separuh...

Jodoh Random Talk

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Hi. Assalamualaikum. Saje nak cerita sikit ni. Basically , orang sekarang ni kalau break off je alasan mesti takde jodoh but thats fact man ! Kenapa Tuhan jauhkan awak dengan dia ? jawapannya mestilah sebab awak dan dia takde jodoh dan tuhan aturkan awak jumpa dengan dia supaya awak belajar sesuatu . Emmmm based on my experience , i learned a lot . i repeat , A LOT . Pengalaman tu mematangkan kita, so..from that we know benda yang kita taktahu and daripada situ kita belajar how to trust another person . yes , relationship yang terjalin ni takkan jadi kalau kau sorang sorang. Hm i mean , kalau kau sorang je sayang dia dan dia tak sayang kau is it worth for you? Tak ennnnn???? Certain people want to be in relationship sebab dia alone . sebab takde sape sape , sebab sentiasa sorang sorang . makan sorang sorang , tengok wayang sorang sorang , makan ice cream sorang sorang, shopping sorang sorang. Tapi , benda tu takde benda pun senanye sebab aku rasa lagi best sorang s...

Break Off - Random Talk

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Assalamualaikum. Salam Aildilfitri 2016. Alhamdulillah, kurang lebih ini kali ke 16 tahun aku berpuasa sejak umur 7 tahun. Terima kasih arwah tok , sebab pernah pukul bila ponteng puasa. Tok.. 3 tahun berpuasa tanpa tok rasanya perit sangat. Kalau dulu, setiap kali sahur tok kejutkan. Setiap kali berbuka tok hulurkan kurma. Setiap kali lepas sahur rasa nyaman sangat bila lepas sahur kita subuh sama sama. Tapi sekarang… Semua sendiri. Tok.. puasa tahun ni tak seronok sangat lah hmm. Raya lagi lah tak seronok hmm kalau pergi kubur, tipulah tak nangis melalak sebab macam2 benda ingat. ****************** I wonder why on T.V or in magazines or in novel, antologi blab la bla, love seems fun and coloured with happiness. But why is my love so sad sometimes and despicable?” Actually I don’t know what to write seems long time I never updated too much things happen in my life since I had promise that I will keep update this Dairy. Times run so fast meh. Hmm boleh tak ...

Hi.

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Eii geramnya aku dengan Akak yang memandu kereta NAZA KIA warna Kelabu dekat Lebuhraya KESAS tadi, break emergency. Bukan sekali, dua tiga kali jugaklah. “Memang sengaja ke? Sebab mata akak tak habis-habis pandang saya pakai side-mirror? Hmm saya tengok taka da lah apa yang sesak sangat Cuma akak paling takut kalau terlanggar kereta dekat depan kan? Tapi jarak akak dengan kereta dekat depan tu 2 muat ¾ ekor babi hutan tau” Tapi aku takada lah geram dengan akak tu sorang je, yang lain pun sama je. Mana-mana Pemandu yang tak pandai gunakan signal pada tempat yang sepatutnya memang selalunya kena sumpah seranah dengan aku. Aku minta maaf. Hmm marahnya, ok relaks Aimie. Tetiba rasa mengantuk pulak. Haih, kerja macamni banyak mengantuk lah. ******** Hujan lebat selalunya menjadi masalah besar untuk penunggang CBR250 seperti aku. Lain-lah kalau aku ni Pemandu Satria Neo hitam. Ups. Tapi bila hujan mula renyai-renyai atau kurang lebat, selalunya takada hal lah, tutup mata je ...